another line of poetry number 12 now

Forbidden Urges

your eyes
hold a deep irresistable desire
that i just cant fight
your mouth says no
but your eyes say yes
why cant i resist
your pain
im torn in half
trying to tell myself no
but i know that wont happen
i stand on the cliff
screaming at the top of my lungs
why
in the end i succumb
my darkest desires take over
in my arms
your so much more tempting
all my will power sucked from me
i entwine your lips with thine own
the forbidden bliss
was overwhelming
now i understand why they told
adam and eve not to eat the apples
a consuming fire rages inside
one that burns for your touch
the line crossed
never to redeem, everything lost
pointless
with no specific aim i stumble
i realise im at that cliff again
and understand this is the end
plunging into my eternal abyss

The Fight

the silence
a soul shattering torment
encloses the mind
crafting the very cloud
of a silent scream
agony the only feeling
a desperate desire
to crawl into that ball
and just become numb
fists of psychological fury
straining the invisible chains
pushing limits not meant to be tested
dark solemnity
a calming serenity
will bliss ever be found?
words drift by
they fall on deaf ears
ignorance is bliss
yet its our own torture
how can you fight
against something
you secretly desire
more than your willing to admit
even to yourself
a dark betrayal of the heart
made by thy own will
can the sacrifice ultimately outmatch
the pulsing urges for what
is desperately not right
yet over that bridge you fall
and ill always come diving in after.

tragic cruelty

your beautiful face
utter the words
i thought id never hear
thy heart breaks
as those words leave
your elegant lips
in a whisper
a silent confession
you make
but the words you say
havent the meaning
i so desperately desire
a gentle rose, you offer
the smile of an angel
planted on your face
slowly, grasping the flower
i turn
a quiet agony takes hold
tears stream down
thine taut cheek
sinking to my knees
i weep
your arms wrap around
and offer comfort
futile attempts
at healing reopened wounds
fighting the plea
to beg for your love
another man claims your heart
a consumming jealousy
wreaks a powerful dismay
your cheek rests
upon thine breast
to feel the slow beat of
a broken heart
embracing, your soul
starts to repair
the damage caused
by lifes bitter extent
nothing can do what
thy does to me
in your ear ill whisper
a final time with heart
mustering all meaning and solemnity
"i love you"
as your torn away from me again
all await your return
with darkness haunting me
from the moment you leave
your stunning light
will free me again.

Bitter Sweet

day after day
the autumn leaves fall
time seems to stop as
your looming figure
pauses and waits
holding your hand out
a leaf falls and lands
silently almost effortlessly
into your palm
little did you know
somewhere
he was thinking of you
a tear brimming in his eye
your elegant beauty
carved as a memory
in his mind
whispers from your lips
haunting, torturing
soul shattered and lain to ash
the consuming winter
frosted a broken heart
turning it stone cold
you let the leaf fall and walk away
head bent low you cry
solemn agony your only comfort
a finely tuned piano
in the background
plays your tragic harmony
the tear falls from his eye
all restraint lost
remorse wreaks havoc in his thoughts
standing, he sinks to his knees
arms out chest bared
leaning back he screams
a symphony of dark pain
true grievance
he hunches over weeping
seperately in two different places
each thinking of the other
they both whisper to themselves
"i love you"

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Poetry 11

It has been a while since I've posted but I have written three new poems and am going to post them now, so thanks for your patience.

Flower Poem

the sun fades
revealing a pale crescent moon
patchy clouds covering
the shining stars
a pale rose
floats along
on a stream renowned
for its devastating tragedies
a dark past hidden
the black rose flows
weeping its tears leaking
into the water below
softly a hand reaches in
picking up the flower
her tears subsiding
as she feels the roses' agony
crouching down
she places the widow flower
over the grave
of her fallen lover
taken from her by mans greed
valiency having no part
in the new world
to be hold
the downfall of mankind itself
its inevitable destruction
the end of us all.

Moulin Rouge


dreams
thats how it all starts
blind innocence and then
the betrayal of your imagination
leaking taunted pleasures into your mind
corruption overrides all
sane thoughts
your image planted
never to be diminished within thy soul
a fire brand of darkened beauty
the crimson flash
swift and soft twirls
parading around doomed halls
laying the hidden trap
falling the desire becomes apparent
lustful motions made
heart thumping with utter contempt
within the dying grasp
snatched away by the evil
a gastly mistake that wasnt ment to happen
inevitable fury and jealousy
fights alongside bitter determination
a song emerges
bonding two kindred spirits
in eternal harmony
until fate rips them away
with defying and cruel words
any hope remaining crushed under
the invisible foot of reality
time a slow cruel enemy
not giving any peace of mind to
the dismal and miserable
a final stand
the song sung
like a ballad of resistance
relighting the fire of love
stitching the pieces of the heart
back together entwining souls
lead to a final bittersweet memory
until fate makes its last move
checkmate
game over, everything ends
a cry of anguish
the end of star crossed lovers.
and so her story begins,
in the tortured mind of her lover
"come what may"
he whispers, closing his eyes
as tears of memories
become his lasting solace.

Final Memory

i fall to my knees
isnt that what you always wanted
to see me down
and begging for your mercy
do you feel strength
from taking life from me?
your nothing but
a bitter sweet memory
of pure agony
a dying light
washes over dark remnants
i once heard
that love was
as light as clouds
yet as heavy as rain
i suppose they were right
for even rain must fall
and love never lasts forever
only in fools dreams
and twisted nightmares
with a sigh rent
from the depths of his soul
silent tears of surrender
falling to his knees
he lets the flowers fall from his hands
onto the grave
of his buried beloved
their love only a haunting memory.
his broken bliss.